Promises .

i used to drink smoke and steal . i regret stealing , i would never steal again . i wanna study . but why cant ii ? i cant always focus ? i got disturb v easy ): . sometimes , what ii dont wanna be i became . i nearly , whack someone . i dont wan . i dont know why i become so bad thats not what i wanted . ii promise mom i wont steal . yes , i did it . i broke my promises . i told my parents that i will study . ended up i didnt . yes , i promise Mrs Hum i will stop smoking . but ii broke too . 2months ago . i went to smoke w my frens . and i got scolded from Renwei which is my ex . whatever promises i made , i will broke , why why why . i wanna quit smoking and start studying ? why cant ii ? yes , but at least i didnt steal anymore . but ii dw kana one more case . becos if i kana again i would really be gg gals home . yes , i might be very bad gal . that day i lost my phone , 5th Nov . ii never bring money out , forgotten ask money from my mom . ii was otw to withdraw $$$ and a uncle pass by me and stop me . he asked me for arddd $2.50 . becos he lost his wallet and ezlink . he couldnt go home . plus i no $$ w me . after i withdraw money and ii went back to find him . but ii couldnt find him ): . isit ? becos liddat my phone lost ? kaan steal ? omggg . haishhhh . its my fault that i didnt take goood care of my phoneeee . yes , ofcos i made a police report . i didnt hear any news from police . i wonder if they really went to check ? etc etc . yes , end up i went home .  yes , ofcos i got nagg and scolded . even liddat im back from overseas my mom still bought me a smart phone (: . she is good . sometimes even they nag or scold me i would scold her back . and my dad , when he comes to me for help i would scold him . and ii always say that he only know how scold me nag me but not my bro , i tot he only cares abt them . but actually when im in trouble he help me . when i was scam . he helped me . he is really a good father . and my mom its a v good mother <3 . even my half blood bro . he even get me a pimple cream which cost ardd $89 >< ! he is really good <3 . yes , me and sec bro become strangers . but he made me learnt my lesson yeah (: . ii love my family heh ! <3 . i will try study hardd ok . i will quit smokinggg . etc etc . i wil made my promise okiee .