Life ^^

Nobody likes being a replacement . Nobody , but to some people im always a replacement . no matter how much i try i will always be a replacement ): im tired alrddd. but whenever im sad , my frens will cheer me up (: . to be honest , all those while i seems to fake a smile (: . i wanna stop but how ? why must " Love " hurts me ? why must hurt me ? nvmmmm baaa , use to it alsooooo . single ? attach ? to me , single best ok . less hurt , less tears . i dont wanna drop tears anymoreee neither i wanna get hurt . how to stop ? i wish i would never exist ^^ ! isnt it th best ? if ii could . i really would use my life exchange w a unborn brother ): . if he is in this world he is arddd 7-8 years baaa . i really wanna b a sister , not half blood yeah . yes yes , even my 2 brothers are my half blood sometimes they do treat me v good . no matter what , ii have problems they will help me (: ! but now ? me and my sec bro like strangers only after some fights . i do miss th times we have funnn like pillow fight heh ! when im down you will b by my side yeah . frens hmm , they will be by my side . i dont reallyy have much true frens . th only one who is always b by my side its my fake korkor ! Wenhui (: ! no matter what . no matter who am ii , he wont judge me . he will slowly slowly cheer me up (: ! Its wenhui who made me happy at times (: yes , even thru he is 19 im 13 but who cares ? 13 means cant make frens w 19 ? hahas! when im down . he helped me . when i got bully by my ex he will stand up for me . whenever ii am down or sad he will cheer me up ! when im angry he will cool me down ! he always b by my side when i need someone ! he will b by my side . andd also ! i wish i could cheer him up and settle his prob . but i couldnt ): . thanks to this korkor and my family <3 .