gonna say goodbye to 2013 and welcome 2014

2013 was kind of great year , they are so much happiness and hurtfuls . and so much memories to rmb . yes some memories hurts alot . th hurts , th happines was so so so .-. hmmm,. and i have gone thru so much up and down . my rs , my study and family and many many mores . yes , all this was th past alrd yeah ^^ ! whats more important ? obviosuly future yeah ^^ what ii care abt its my future . my present tens not my past tens anymore more ? yes , some past tens was so hurts . and even almost made me broke down . but now im welcoming 2014 ^^ i hope it will treat me better thn how 2013 treat me ! i hope everything will be fine in 2014 and upcoming life , yes it might not be happy everyday , but it wont hurt everyday ma . i jus hope this world its peace yeah ^^ i had gone thru so much pain so much up and downs and sometimes im really damn super tired . i really hope that i could have peace for next year ! i wanna study hard ^^ ! carry on w my peace life ^^ but sometimes i thinks thats its impossible but nothing its impossible ^^ ! so yeah! heh :b . so happy new year ^~^ !

Ytd's

yesterday when out with a bestie :D ! pri school senior heh :D . we was once a v good fren . but after some quarrels , we become like not so close anymore >< ! becos of me > < ! hahas . its kinda childish quarrel over a same thing worh >< ! but nowww we like close back le XD ! at first i was at her house XD ! phew phew ! playing :B . she anyhow poke one lehy TT ! cos rabbit bear bear :B so cuteee sial! i also wan XD . although sometimes we dislike each other . we quarrels but end up we still became best fren ma XD ! lucky went to her house ytd and had so much fun w her . suddenly ring ring XD her fren called her and jio her to vivo XD . so i faster go home shower and go vivo w her lor XD ! heh had so much fun at vivo ma xx . her frens was like super frenly and cute de lehy :B ! although its jus like 3-4 hours only . but we had so much fun w them lehy :b ! Jubeat uh :D KFC uh ! and they randomly went into a shop like siaooo only XD ! HAHAHA. ytd was really a good day :D ! new frens . :D even saw alot people at vivo timezzzoneee lehy ! all chiong jubeat one XD ! heh :D ! andand also ! i sawww manyyy carebears :D ! wohoho! bleh :D end of story HAHA. buaibuai XD see you tmr mayb :D ?

Im sorry .

ii dont wanna hurt anyone anymore . becos of me , he whole night emo emo emo . its all my fault . i think i shall stop talking to you alrddd (: . thats th only way can make you moveeee on ^^ ! its not idw  accpet its idkkk how . so yeah . its not idw talk to you . its i wanna stop hurting you . buai (: . move on and find a newww gal kays (: !

Promises .

i used to drink smoke and steal . i regret stealing , i would never steal again . i wanna study . but why cant ii ? i cant always focus ? i got disturb v easy ): . sometimes , what ii dont wanna be i became . i nearly , whack someone . i dont wan . i dont know why i become so bad thats not what i wanted . ii promise mom i wont steal . yes , i did it . i broke my promises . i told my parents that i will study . ended up i didnt . yes , i promise Mrs Hum i will stop smoking . but ii broke too . 2months ago . i went to smoke w my frens . and i got scolded from Renwei which is my ex . whatever promises i made , i will broke , why why why . i wanna quit smoking and start studying ? why cant ii ? yes , but at least i didnt steal anymore . but ii dw kana one more case . becos if i kana again i would really be gg gals home . yes , i might be very bad gal . that day i lost my phone , 5th Nov . ii never bring money out , forgotten ask money from my mom . ii was otw to withdraw $$$ and a uncle pass by me and stop me . he asked me for arddd $2.50 . becos he lost his wallet and ezlink . he couldnt go home . plus i no $$ w me . after i withdraw money and ii went back to find him . but ii couldnt find him ): . isit ? becos liddat my phone lost ? kaan steal ? omggg . haishhhh . its my fault that i didnt take goood care of my phoneeee . yes , ofcos i made a police report . i didnt hear any news from police . i wonder if they really went to check ? etc etc . yes , end up i went home .  yes , ofcos i got nagg and scolded . even liddat im back from overseas my mom still bought me a smart phone (: . she is good . sometimes even they nag or scold me i would scold her back . and my dad , when he comes to me for help i would scold him . and ii always say that he only know how scold me nag me but not my bro , i tot he only cares abt them . but actually when im in trouble he help me . when i was scam . he helped me . he is really a good father . and my mom its a v good mother <3 . even my half blood bro . he even get me a pimple cream which cost ardd $89 >< ! he is really good <3 . yes , me and sec bro become strangers . but he made me learnt my lesson yeah (: . ii love my family heh ! <3 . i will try study hardd ok . i will quit smokinggg . etc etc . i wil made my promise okiee .

Life ^^

Nobody likes being a replacement . Nobody , but to some people im always a replacement . no matter how much i try i will always be a replacement ): im tired alrddd. but whenever im sad , my frens will cheer me up (: . to be honest , all those while i seems to fake a smile (: . i wanna stop but how ? why must " Love " hurts me ? why must hurt me ? nvmmmm baaa , use to it alsooooo . single ? attach ? to me , single best ok . less hurt , less tears . i dont wanna drop tears anymoreee neither i wanna get hurt . how to stop ? i wish i would never exist ^^ ! isnt it th best ? if ii could . i really would use my life exchange w a unborn brother ): . if he is in this world he is arddd 7-8 years baaa . i really wanna b a sister , not half blood yeah . yes yes , even my 2 brothers are my half blood sometimes they do treat me v good . no matter what , ii have problems they will help me (: ! but now ? me and my sec bro like strangers only after some fights . i do miss th times we have funnn like pillow fight heh ! when im down you will b by my side yeah . frens hmm , they will be by my side . i dont reallyy have much true frens . th only one who is always b by my side its my fake korkor ! Wenhui (: ! no matter what . no matter who am ii , he wont judge me . he will slowly slowly cheer me up (: ! Its wenhui who made me happy at times (: yes , even thru he is 19 im 13 but who cares ? 13 means cant make frens w 19 ? hahas! when im down . he helped me . when i got bully by my ex he will stand up for me . whenever ii am down or sad he will cheer me up ! when im angry he will cool me down ! he always b by my side when i need someone ! he will b by my side . andd also ! i wish i could cheer him up and settle his prob . but i couldnt ): . thanks to this korkor and my family <3 .

Unreasonable girl (: .

why so unreasonable ? treat your boyfren liddat ? walaoooo yi xia say i wan snatch him , awhile say im third party ? enough alrd lehy wtf . aim me dw say ? walaooo , you damn two face yi xia . see you in rl like one guai kiaa , good gal . pianggg , ren bu ke mao xiang ok . HAHA . i shouldnt judget it books by it cover ^^ ! aim me ? and deny ? lame lehy lol . 15-16 years old alrdd ? still behave like xmm ? you talk to boys can ? ur bf talk to gals can ? haishhhh , ii pity you lehy gal (: ! you can have boy bestie ? why cant ur bf have gal bestie ? are you being fair ? sometimes horh , you are jus being unreasonable lehy ^^ ! i know la sial , you smart you v th smart . english v pro . everyday wan trend ppl . trend trend trend . next time its people trend you not you trend people alrdd. v long ago post you still wanna bring it up trend people ? yes , you can say anything u wan . its your mouth but rmb 饭可以乱吃话不可以乱讲 . and please get th facts right . my mouth , you cant control . i wanna talk to who its my prob . your bf so ? i wanna talk you can stop meh ? no right (: . and and and smart gal i rmb i first met you at town which its scape/cine hah! u so xmm meh . so immature sial . photoshop isit ? HAHHA . Somemore wear high heels walaooo . see alrddd will vomit bodoh .